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nanowrenlet ([personal profile] nanowrenlet) wrote2003-11-28 03:50 pm

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Everyone knew.

Some folks used to say, back in the days when conventional wisdom held that the world was flat and was carried around on the backs of elephants, that when the earth shook beneath your feet it was because the very pillars that supported it were trembling. This was a little like that, in that something had disrupted the order of the reapers' strange little world, and every reaper in the area -- possibly every reaper in Pittsburgh -- had felt it when it happened.

They were waiting outside the restaurant for him, all three of the other reapers, standing on the sidewalk like they had been debating with each other whether they should go in or not and Rube could tell they were each shocked and saddened by turns. Monique had Justin's messenger bag, and was holding it tightly to her chest with her arms folded across it. Brandon spoke up first.

"I knew he'd do it."

Rube didn't want to get into that just yet, whether he could or should have kept Justin away from Brian's appointment, whether Justin might have stayed if he had seen something different when Brian's time came... or whether the whole day had just been inevitable from start to finish. So instead he shrugged noncommittally and asked, "You guys hungry, or do you think you could maybe do me a favor?"

Brandon stepped forward immediately. "Are we going to his place?"

"Yep. Just need to do a bit of cleaning up."

Monique hugged the bag in her arms and nodded, and after a quick glance back at the restaurant Pete did as well. Rube cocked his head back towards his car. "I'll drive. We can pick up sandwiches on the way or something."


When they got there, Rube did the honors. The lock gave way with a satisfying click, and Rube tucked the pick back into its slim case and swung the door open, stepping aside to the let the others pass. Brandon was first into the apartment, and he let out a low whistle.

"Holy shit. Did he ever do anything -but- draw?"

Rube snorted, amused. "Yeah, he did plenty besides that. You act like you didn't help him carry half of this up the stairs."

Brandon just shrugged. "It's different. Seeing it all in boxes and seeing them out and... all over the place, like this." Rube knew what he meant. He'd seen it for himself once or twice when he'd dropped in on Justin for whatever reason, but he could still admit that it was pretty impressive.

The three reapers stood in the middle of the front room turning in slow circles, and Rube saw that they all realized what he had already known, that they couldn't leave all of this here for just anyone to find. Pete spotted a portfolio lying open on the bar counter, and started to slowly turn the pages of it. Monique stopped in front of a sketch hanging on the wall, one of Justin's many drawings of Brian, and touched it with her fingertips. "How did he look, Rube? Before he left."

She didn't have to say that she was asking about Justin, and not Brian. Rube knew. "Good. He looked... happy."

Monique nodded at that and sniffled a little, and Pete called out, "Hey, there's one of me in here."

"Probably more than one, kid drew everything he laid eyes on."

"And we're gonna pack it all up, huh?" Rube met Brandon's eyes and nodded solemnly.

It took them the rest of the afternoon and a good part of the night, and they ate through all of the sandwiches Rube had bought and had to call for takeout as well. It was slow work, slower than it might have otherwise been because they all tended to linger over it, and Rube let them. Pete found every sketch Justin had made of his fellow reapers and pulled them aside into a little pile. Monique was most fascinated by the drawings of his family, particularly the little sister. Molly, Rube remembered that that was her name, and he told Monique so. There didn't seem to be any pattern to what caught Brandon's eye -- souls Justin had taken, waiters he had worked with, scenes of that club he went to, Babylon -- but every now and then one page would be carefully set to the side as he worked.

Rube would let them take whatever they wanted. It wasn't as if Justin was going to miss the drawings, wherever he had gone, and reapers tended to mourn their losses in their own, peculiar fashions.

Brandon leaned over and looked at the paper menu Rube was holding, with its sketch of Justin's funeral on the back. "Damn, that's good."

"Yep. He had real talent." Rube hadn't seen the drawing since Justin had finished it, adding in Brian and his tree. He looked at it for a while longer, then carefully folded it along its creases, tucked it into his jacket, and stood and announced he was making a pop run.

Rube came back thirty minutes later with two six-packs, three rolls of postal service approved carton tape and a packet of shipping labels.

Brandon's eyebrows rose. "You're gonna mail them somewhere?"

Rube nodded. "Thought I'd have 'em shipped west."

"So you're leaving now, huh." It was Pete who said it, but Monique was looking up as well, expectantly.

Rube nodded again. "Sal's on his way back, they tell me, he should be here day after tomorrow." He looked around the little apartment for a minute, noting to himself what they were taking and what they were leaving behind, and added. "It's time I went home."

THE END
Final word count: 50061

[identity profile] chinawolf.livejournal.com 2004-01-03 04:20 pm (UTC)(link)
*applauds* Man, you got the tone right. Justin, Brian, Rube and everybody else are pretty much in character, in itself noteworthy. And awww, your plot, it's as wonderful and painful as the whole canon arc surrounding the bashing itself.

Like all the other commenters, I have to congratulate you on your OCs, they're believable and likable - and cute! :D

Oh, this story rocks so much! So proud of you for finishing this in an impressive four weeks. You are awe-inspiring. I'm so glad Anna's post today got me to stumble over here and start reading. \:D/

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-01-06 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you :) OCs are always such a risk, but you know... the NaNo format really helped me there, because instead of second-guessing their inclusion and maybe trimming down scenes and/or talking myself out of them entirely, I got to yell, "Aaaaahhh word count!" and let them do what they wanted to do.

Ahh, no awe! I'm not awe-inspiring, I'm just nuts :) But thank you anyway!
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BRAVO!!!!

[identity profile] phibetafunkay.livejournal.com 2004-01-03 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG - I'm speechless...just speechless, and in awe.

Re: BRAVO!!!!

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-01-06 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
OMG - I'm speechless...just speechless, and in awe.

Thank you :)
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Wow.

[personal profile] taichou 2004-01-05 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I realize I've never commented before (even though I've practically stalked all your works), but I couldn't NOT tell you how completely wonderful this was.

Wow. Just wow.

There are no words to describe how well you captured all the characters, all the feelings, all the themes...just everything. I don't usually do crossovers...but this was truly excellent and you captured the very soul of each show perfectly.

Hell. I felt like I was watching the two shows merge into one. That's how great it was. And honestly, no fic, not one, has ever made me cry. Not like this...not like I'm doing now. Not balling my eyes out because it was so sweet and so painful at the same time. Amazing job.

Just amazing.

Re: Wow.

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-01-06 07:39 am (UTC)(link)
even though I've practically stalked all your works

Hee! Really? :D

Thank you :) That's about the best compliment you can give me, really, that you feel I stayed true to the spirit of both series. I wanted to, I hoped to, and hearing that it works for people on that level is just... wheeee! Thank you :)

*hands you tissue*

I know I am extremely late to this party Wrenlet ...

[identity profile] zosha2003.livejournal.com 2004-02-05 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
... but I just found Reaper Justin today. I spent the last couple of hours reading - and the last 20 minutes crying.

Only a few other stories have touched this place in me. Thank you so much.

Re: I know I am extremely late to this party Wrenlet ...

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-02-09 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Ahh, there's no such thing as late :) (Okay, unless you're talking about my abortive attempts to get this edited and reposted, but uhm...)

Thank you, it really means a lot to me to know how many of you this story has moved.

[identity profile] sunshine-kin.livejournal.com 2004-02-18 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
Loves.

This is so beautiful, and I am crying so hard. Oh, and they're so happy.

I loved the way it was written, especially the "Rube knew" teasers at the beginning of each cut. Thank *goodness* I didn't know about this story until it was completed. I would have torn my hair out waiting.

Twu luff. *sniff*.

PS: I added you to my friends list, hope you don't mind!

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-07-20 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh man, comments I didn't see! Eek!

Thank you so much :) This journal only gets used once a year, though, check my main info page for links to the fiction journal and my site.

[identity profile] valerie-z.livejournal.com 2004-02-19 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
::sob::

I shouldn't have re-read this. It broke my heart into a million tiny pieces. Again. I love it so much, Wren, you horrible sadistic person.

Excuse me, I have to go cry myself to death.

[identity profile] amelialourdes.livejournal.com 2004-02-21 10:58 am (UTC)(link)
That was one of the most beautiful stories I've ever read. Thank you.

*gives you a standing ovation*

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-07-20 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
*blush* Ovations! Thank you :)

[identity profile] cherprudence.livejournal.com 2004-03-11 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
WOW. This is like.. A Life Achievement!!! I couldnt begin praising you enough!!!! THE PAIN WAS WORTH IT!!!

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-07-20 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Heehee... my pain, or their pain? ;) Thank you :)

[identity profile] kitkatbyte.livejournal.com 2004-07-11 12:25 pm (UTC)(link)
WOW. This entire fic was absolutely beautiful. And I love how you ended it, with all of Justin's drawings... I do feel a little sad, kind of like the reapers that got left behind... the world has lost something with Justin being gone. But I'm left to imagine Brian and Justin, happy and together. :D

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-07-20 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy and together... happy and together... we hope :D (Honestly, I fear what the second season of DLM might say about Betty and her eventual fate. Fear.)

And thank you!

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WOW

[identity profile] mi-nion.livejournal.com 2004-07-15 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I just stumbled onto this fic today.

I wasn't sure about the crossover premise, but damn! This was good.
Bittersweet and schmoopy and GOOD.

Mind if I friend you?

Re: WOW

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-07-20 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Crossovers are a very hard sell, I didn't expect nearly the response I got for this story. Thank you :)

This journal will only be used once a year (at most), if you're interested in my other fics, check my main info page for the ficjournal and my website. That said, no need to ask permission to friend any of my journals :)

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[identity profile] scatterheart.livejournal.com 2004-08-29 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Um, not sure if you still look at your comments here and stuff, but I still want to let you know how much I love this story! Everybody recs it and I've tried reading it, like, five times but never got further than the first two chapters or so because they crushed me. But today I was feeling particularly angsty so I read the whole thing in one go and I'm so completely overwhelmed! Your writing is beautiful and you put me through every possible emotion - I cried, then I laughed, then I cried again and right now I'm a sobbing mess, but that's ok.

I don't really have more words of praise right now because I can't think straight just yet. Just... wow. Wow.

*goes off to cry some more*

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-10-17 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooo, I don't look often enough, evidently! :(

*hands you tissue* Thank you so much :)

[identity profile] peggin.livejournal.com 2004-10-05 12:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh my God! I just came across this fic this morning from the QAF Briefs (http://home.earthlink.net/~cab99/briefs/) web site, which described it as the "best fic ever". I've seen that description applied to a lot of stories, and they're usually pretty mediocre, so I was a little skeptical but decided to give the story a shot anyway.

Wow, was I wrong to be skeptical! I couldn't stop reading. You hooked me right from the first part, with the comment about there being three cracks, but the third wasn't the kind you could hear, and I just couldn't stop until I had finished reading the entire thing. It was just amazing! Just such a great blend of humor and melancholy and angst... and who ever heard of a story where someone dying was the happy ending! I'm going to go out and recommend this story to everyone I know!

You should really consider writing as a profession, because you have an amazing talent for making your characters come alive and for weaving a story. I hope you plan to do NaNoWriMo again this year!

(Also, I've never seen DLM, but your story has made me add the season 1 DVDs to the top of my Netflix rental queue.)

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-10-17 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
which described it as the "best fic ever"

*blush* Thanks so much... you should totally rent Dead Like Me, it's a great series. I probably won't be NaNo'ing this year, 'cause I went back to work, but thanks for your comments!

[identity profile] mmmorpheusq.livejournal.com 2004-10-07 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I only discovered this story last night, and I stayed up way past my bedtime devouring the whole thing. Wren, I'm not sure if you visit Refugee, but if not, here's the comments I just posted about your story. I hope you'll write a lot more QAF fanfic than you already have (I googled you and read everything I could find today). Thanks so much.

"If you can get past the "death scene" without crying your eyes out and swearing off AU fanfiction forever, and if you're a fan of Dead Like Me, the author of Reaper Boy really captures the essence of DLM and has created an intriguing and engrossing crossover story. Her Justin is completely believable as a reaper, and her heartbreaking but not over-the-top treatment of Brian's grief is very compelling.

I've never read a crossover before (mostly because I don't watch any tv besides QAF, DLM, Queer Eye and Survivor, and surely nobody writes fanfic about Survivor??). I stayed up till almost midnight last night reading chapter after chapter to the not-so-bitter end, and it totally held my interest all the way. An excellent technical job of writing as well as a creative mind at work here, IMO. I truly enjoyed this story, despite excessive Kleenex usage! "

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-10-17 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much :) I don't read the Refugee board, I've pretty much dropped out of the fandom overall, but somehow I don't think I'm quite done writing in it. Time will tell, eh?

(I have to laugh a little, you've pointed all the reasons I didn't think anyone would read this: it's a crossover, an AU, and a death-fic. But people surprised me with how much they've liked it, and it surprises me that people are still finding it a year later. Thanks again :)

Kudos

[identity profile] ninebone.livejournal.com 2004-11-26 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you for a wonderful story. You said it was un-betaed, but I didn't find any mistakes, typos or character/plot contradictions that I have seen in the many fanfics, both betaed and un-betaed, that I have read.
When Curt and Justin went to that straight bar, I was so sure that is was Jack Kinney's bar and that they were going to run into Brian there... :o but you surprised me... ;) LOL

But I would like to have known a little more about the 'shake up' in the Reaper's world... ;) maybe another fanfic... ;) ;)

Re: Kudos

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-12-23 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome, and thank you! :D

I was so sure that is was Jack Kinney's bar

Hahah! Noooo... even I can only be so mean. As for more reaper-centric fic... man, I don't even know :( They cancelled the show! *whimper*

[identity profile] queenofzan.livejournal.com 2004-11-28 11:28 am (UTC)(link)
I may be a year late but I just wanted to say that I am in loooove with this story and you're a genius and it was so sad. And also congratulations on actually finishing your NaNoWriMo (mine hardly made it past 8000) and this is definitely the main reason why I'm starting to get into the Dead Like Me fandom.

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-12-23 09:24 am (UTC)(link)
(I'm a month late replying, so I think it's a wash? :D)

Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it and Dead Like Me is suuuuuuuch a great show. Even if Showtime doesn't realize it :(

wondering

[identity profile] dtkokoro.livejournal.com 2004-12-21 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey I was wondering if you have the entire story posted somewhere on line? And if so could you please send me the link? Thanks

Re: wondering

[identity profile] wrenlet.livejournal.com 2004-12-23 09:25 am (UTC)(link)
Not as of yet. When I do get it betaed, cleaned up and posted to my site, I'll put a notice up here :)
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[personal profile] aurora 2005-01-28 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Congratulations!

This has to be one of my favourite stories EVER. EVER!

You are an amazing writer and you deserve every praise for this gorgeous piece of writing.

Thanks and take care

ps: Sorry it took me so long to find and read this story. :))

[identity profile] joesther.livejournal.com 2005-03-25 12:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[livejournal.com profile] twistinside82 and [livejournal.com profile] thistle90 insistedinsistedinsisted I read this fic while we were together in NY last weekend. Actually, I think [livejournal.com profile] lucie_inthesky did her share of insisting too... ;)

Anyway, tonight, Liz IM'd me the link and I read it straight through, no stops. When I got to the chapter/section before this one, though, I had to stop - I couldn't read through the tears that were streaming down my face. Liz was on the IMer, talked me through it, and made me keep going, and I'm so glad she did.

I don't normally like crossovers, especially if the crossover story is one that I'm not familiar with, but you wrote Rube so beautifully that I felt as though I knew him, knew his canon. I'm DLing the first three DLM episodes now, because of this fic, and am excited about watching DLM for the first time. I have a feeling I'll be wondering when Justin is going to show up, but I can handle that. In point of fact, considering how angsty this fic was, I'm kind of glad that QAF canon was as "un-angsty" as it was.

Anyway, even though this fic is a year and a half old, it has held up beautifully. Your talent and skills shine through, and your characterizations made me literally squee with delight as I read it. Random comments like "I ache for Brian" and "This is sooo Justin" just floated into my mind as I made my way through this story, and it just felt real. I loved your OCs, too, and I know that they can be a risk in fic, but Knox, particularly, as well as Eric, were adorable, as was the trick (can't remember the name right now, it all just kind of flew past) that told Justin how Brian was these days. That bit just broke my heart into a million teeny pieces.

I didn't have too bad a case of jetlag, having just returned from the states, before I read this story but after staying up all night to read it and only hitting the sheets at 6:30 am, I have a feeling my weekend is pretty much shot. ;) But it was worth it.

Thank you.

[identity profile] joesther.livejournal.com 2005-03-25 12:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I had that review typed up and ready to go last night, but I was so wiped I didn't hit "send". *facepalms*

[identity profile] noearthlyforce.livejournal.com 2005-04-08 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
*Jumps and and Down and claps* So very good! I am still crying though! Man I have to go watch some awesome Brian and Justin Moments now or I won't stop crying lol. IT was a great story, Do you have other stories?

[identity profile] monkeeness.livejournal.com 2005-05-01 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
My two favorite shows and it took me a year and a half to find this fic.
It's one of the most beautiful things I've ever read.

[identity profile] sherebis.livejournal.com 2005-05-04 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
I never cried so damn hard from a story in my life!!! This was rec'd off of someone's page who was looking for nonespoilery fic.... and so I discovered it there tonight. I couldn't stop reading it... it was brilliant and tears are still dripping down my face.. you broke my heart with Brian's death and his "heaven". God, it was incredible... I can't stop crying. so beautiful. I've never seen the other show, but like everyone's said... you sooo don't need to... it was an excellent story and I'm glad I had the opportunity to read it... man, I'm going to sleep like a baby tonight... all cried out as I am.

great job!!

ps

[identity profile] sherebis.livejournal.com 2005-05-04 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
PS. I'm all snotty now! hehehe

[identity profile] mousewrites.livejournal.com 2005-05-12 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
...

I have no way of expressing this. It's just... right. The whole goddamn thing is just... right.

The way Justin decided to jump, and just. God.

Thank you. Thank you so much. That was... satisfing like a really, really good cry.

[identity profile] thethirdbar.livejournal.com 2005-05-23 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
omgawesome. still sobbing from the penultimate chapter but omgthankyousoamazing.

[identity profile] justelizabeth.livejournal.com 2005-06-07 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
I had heard of Reaper!Justin many times but never found it anywhere. I stumbled onto this story this afternoon (while I was at work...don't tell my boss) and read it straight through. I've never seen DLM, but I will now be looking for some episodes to download.

This is one of a very few fics in which I cried literally from start to finish. I think I used up about half a box of Kleenex. :o) Excellent Justin characterization, even in a completely unique situation, and wonderful job portraying Brian's grief. I've always though Justin's death would be impossible for Brian to recover from...Justin might be able to survive Brian's death, but Brian could never survive Justin's. Your expression of his grief as it developed, following the stages most people go through yet at such a more intense level just broke me. Excellent story.

[identity profile] ladypanther03.livejournal.com 2005-06-18 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
So I found this story and since I downloaded the Pilot of Dead Like Me I watched it, so that I can understand a little bit of the DML side of the story. And after watching the pilot I read this in one go. Only stopping so that I can get myself together once in a while, when I've been crying like a baby.

But I can't express how much I love this. I usually make a 180 turn when I see fics where someone dies (especially Justin after the prom), but I just had to read this, cause he wasn't completely dead.

I like your Original Characters a lot and that you included Eric here. I loved the scene where Curt died. It was very moving. But the end... I'm absolutely speechless. I haven't cried like that in months.

Also, what I read was the unedited version, right? Have you posted the edited version somewhere?

Once again, I love this story to death and I love QAF and DLM (I should get more episodes).

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